You know what sounds like it could cure my bad mood?

Wine I can't appreciate + torture.

Sound like a date?

You know what's amazing right now?

The lack of Christmas carols I'm being forced to listen to.

DO YOU HEAR THAT MUSIC IN THE STORE? IN THE LOBBY? ANYWHERE?

Isn't it amazing? I never thought I could miss generic silly music before, considering I never really like it at all. But anything is better than Christmas carols.

anything

[ back-dated like whoa ]

So I found this thing. Actually, he's a person, but I want to keep him. He is very small, but does crazy things that are like chemistry and magic mixed together and I think he could be useful.

It's been a while since such a shiny Wanderer has fallen into my lap, and I don't have any friends anymore that like smelly things, considering mine is dead. So can I keep him? I promise he won't pee in the test tubes.

You know what your house is missing?

Sooooo.

Elizabeth?

Okay. So. I never learned to how make myself all pretty and stuff. I kind of was busy blowing stuff up as a child instead. ...okay, not really. Okay. Really.

But anyway. I totally need someone who can help me gussy myself up for a night. Just you know, for one event. There's a convention coming to town for supernatural scientists and ohgod. There's a gala and there's a dress code and

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO THIS.

I can run a panel like nobody's business but augh. I NEED HELP.

...please don't laugh at me.

Unless you're Topher. Topher can laugh at me.

Speaking of, Topher, you wanna come?

Step 1: List 10 of your characters.
Step 2: Answer these questions!

1. Dr. Katherine Kirschenbaum [diatomic_life]
2. Jessi Kaori Jackson [idontlikecake]
3. Francis Barnam [francis_barnam]
4. Annabelle "Jo" Durham [lastchancefor]
5. Molly Satomi Fuchizaki [ilikeyourcake]
6. Tabitha Claypool [quiettotheend]
7. Sunshine Destiny Willow Albright-Higgins [consumesflesh]
8. EDEN [howtoreality]
9. Detective Mac Carter [thedayitried]
10. Kittentits [oncekittentits]

( THE QUESTIONS [Don't read them until you make your list!] )

I think.









I think I accidentally.








zombies



more testing needed
replicateresults

It's just hard to believe that she's dead. It really kind of pisses me off. Now, I have to admit having her lab is nice and all but she was one of the only people I really liked in the world. I LIKE YOU TOPHER. You're just not a crazy Russian who spends her time being crazy and trying to poison me and willing to entertain my conspiracy theories about putting something in grocery store ventilation systems in order to get them to buy more groceries and I miss wondering if every time I walk around a corner there will be a Katja about to stab me with a needle and yeah i like her lab and all but it's just not the same without her and i cant really manage to clean it up and move everything because it was her insane system of mess that only she understood and theres something about cleaning it that makes me feel like its final and shes never coming back and i really dont want to deal with that and its times like these that really really make me wish i could get drunk properly like other people do just stop thinking or feeling and just feel blasted bu no i cant get drunk all i can do is stop sleeping and hope that eventually everything shuts off and ive already finished my work i should be sleeping now but ive been getting a few hours here and there thats enough right and its just so hard to believe that shes not about to bitch me out about moving into her lab even if all ive done is make sure that the experiments that are going on arent going to explode hte building or antyning because i dont think that would make people very happy if the building exploded and that would be such a mess to clean up and then there would be so much more of a mess and i really really miss her and fuck i dont fall apart i just dont ive always been able to get through everything in my life even if iw as a punkass little kid in high school who wasnt really willing to do her work and i basically had to be browbeaten in college into having a social life but now i just want some one back in my life who isnt an idiot NOT THAT DAN AND TOPHER ARE IDIOTS its just so rare to find a GIRL who i can actually talk to and isnt just another stupid person there are just too many stupid people in this world and im tired tired tired of having no one on my level who i can just talk to like things are normal and all of my coworkers have always been male because im in a male dominated profession and it was like a breath of fresh air and we could talk and talk and talk and we wouldnt be talking at someone it would actually e having a conversation a wicked awesome conversation about anything and everything and i would give anything to be as happy as i seem because i always seem happy and im never angry and if i find out who was hte cause of her death i am going to make sure they die a very slow and painful death hopefully from katjas poison because they dsever it i now that she wasnt a perfect person and i know she had a habit of poisoning stranger sand she was a demon and fuck i know all of this but

MY FRIEND IS DEAD

i dont think i could be coherenet even if i had enough sleep

i just want







i just want her back